The People that know me well, and the people that don't know me at all, probably share one thing in common, they don't really know me at all. Those who love Astrology can attribute this to Scorpio ruling my mid heaven and the three planets that sit there, and those who don't care can blame my personality. Either way, that's me.
Sometimes I share a lot, sometimes I don't, one day I'll be swimming in one direction, and the next day the other. Pisces.
But today I'm swimming into the open waters of the written word.
As a single Mum, it's not very often I get a whole day to myself. So I used my time 'wisely', and did nothing.
I laid in bed. Staring at my half painted walls I reflected on how many things in my life are unfinished.
I looked at the spot on the floor from where I lay, and contemplated how I love the prayer rugs I randomly placed around my house.
I tried to figure out my blog, but couldn't. Gave up and packed up my favourite Christmas present, a basket, full of things I knew I wouldn't need for the day, but had to have just in case.
Shoes, my favourite boots in fact, in case I changed my mind and decided to go somewhere that required them.
Cheap aviators, because they fit my head.
My camera of course, but it was in my hand at this point.
Some inspiration in the form of the 'real' written word, otherwise known as a book, which when I was growing up was the only way to find it.
Expensive perfume in case I meet the love of my life and he can't help but follow my alluring scent.
Tarot cards bound in gifted hemp and a feather, just in case I decide to read and/or change my future. Anything's possible.
Underneath this first layer is yesterday's packed goods.
A thrifted pair of real vintage Oroton sunglasses (they're hard to find these days) and the Salvos receipt for $2.
And lace, to fix my favourite Tigerlilly dress I ripped on barbed wire fence on Wednesday's shoot.
Packed full of mostly useless and unusable belongings I set off for my day, or afternoon by this stage.
I need bush, the ocean and no people around to feel real happiness, so I drove myself to a reasonably quiet spot I love, Putty Beach.
I drank hot chai from Gnostic Mana, the only place I buy it from on the coast. I took more photos, contemplated the meaning of life, and wrote a blog in my head, which appears before you now.
What is life really about? Do we need to know? I do. When I figure it out I'll tell you. Until then, this was my life, today.